candlelight’s over.
and as expected, my eyes are stinging and my nose is runny and its color could rival rudolph’s and i am just generally a really bad & ugly imitation of a tomato right now.
but whatever. it’s candlelight, the perfect license to cry.
and also a reason to go off-tangent and just talk because unlike lexi, i do not get to make a speech (it was beautiful, it made me cry!) so i have no outlet to express what i will now be expressing (whether you like it or not) in three, two, one:
after a year’s worth of
extraordinary amounts of stress,
of living, loving and breathing service,
after dancity and wall-e and teacher’s day
and the little things in between,
after x cups of milk tea and xxx packets of extra joss,
after screaming and getting screamed at all year long,
after vigilancia and flag and talaban and godknowswhatelse,
i can finally say it’s over.
i really wish it wasn’t.
after years of claiming that scop “isn’t my thing,” people still ask me today what made me decide...
and as expected, my eyes are stinging and my nose is runny and its color could rival rudolph’s and i am just generally a really bad & ugly imitation of a tomato right now.
but whatever. it’s candlelight, the perfect license to cry.
and also a reason to go off-tangent and just talk because unlike lexi, i do not get to make a speech (it was beautiful, it made me cry!) so i have no outlet to express what i will now be expressing (whether you like it or not) in three, two, one:
after a year’s worth of
extraordinary amounts of stress,
of living, loving and breathing service,
after dancity and wall-e and teacher’s day
and the little things in between,
after x cups of milk tea and xxx packets of extra joss,
after screaming and getting screamed at all year long,
after vigilancia and flag and talaban and godknowswhatelse,
i can finally say it’s over.
i really wish it wasn’t.
after years of claiming that scop “isn’t my thing,” people still ask me today what made me decide...